¡ ƃuɐq

woooooooooooooot , look alike ! hahahaha :P i tried like i think more than 3 pictures and NO face was detected ?! lol . anyways , im just bored . I LOVE YOU, HARINDER :D

mwah mwah .

and and I CANT wait for my birthday :) mwah !

ʍouʞ ʇ,uop

hmmmphh,im not in the mood for anything. i mean yday i got to know that marie might be shifthing school . and i dont want that to happen. i dont wanna lose any of my frens . althought we might still be frens , but the distance is already made.now that im having all my frens back , i really dont wanna lose even one of em . i know that stuffs in life has a hidden meaning and all that . but i dont know . i really dont know . and calvin , you make me happy all the time . thanks for being there with me :) i feel like crying at times , but sometimes i think , my tears are worth diamonds :P haha !


anyways , MWAH!

Gal Sun Mere tu mutiyare,
Ki samjhe apne aap nu?
Mere vangaro tu Ki ki kardi,
ae gal bus tu hi jandi,
Menu sufayan pesh na kar,
rab kolo thora jeha durr!!
Sikh ja ke pyar karne de val,
jhoote sang sade ik ik pal.
Bewafaaaa bewafaaa,
bewafa nikli hai ti,
Ni jhootha pyar jhootha pyar,
jhoota pyar kita hai tu.
Bewafaaa bewafaaa,
bewafa nikli hai tu,
ni jhootha pyar, jhootha pyar,
jhoota pyar kita hai tu!!
Jado nere mere kol tu hove,
yaadaan vichh door tu khove.
Sanu sadni ae naa oda leke,
tenu pende ode phuleke.
Menu kuch kendi na hun lor,
mera dil torke tu na hun tor,
yaa tere chaida na ho,
saade pyar di nishaniyat tu mor.
Bewafaaaa bewafaaa,
bewafa nikli hai ti,
Ni jhootha pyar jhootha pyar,
jhoota pyar kita hai tu.
Bewafaaa bewafaaa,
bewafa nikli hai tu,
ni jhootha pyar, jhootha pyar,
jhoota pyar kita hai tu!!
Mere zindagi’ch kyu tu ayi?
yaari kyu ni tu nibhayi?
Kiti sadi naal bewafayi,
sanu de kuriyee jawaab?
dus de keri gul di,
sanu deriyee sazaaaa??
Rowe gi menu yaad karke,
rowe gi menu yaad karke!!
Bewafaaaa bewafaaa,
bewafa nikli hai ti,
Ni jhootha pyar, jhootha pyar,
jhoota pyar kita hai tu.
Bewafaaa bewafaaa,
bewafa nikli hai tu,
ni jhootha pyar, jhootha pyar,
jhoota pyar kita hai tu!!
Bewafaaaa bewafaaa,
bewafa nikli hai ti,
Ni jhootha pyar jhootha pyar,
jhoota pyar kita hai tu.
Bewafaaa bewafaaa,
bewafa nikli hai tu,
ni jhootha pyar, jhootha pyar
jhoota pyar kita hai tuu!!
 
 
 
translation ::
 
 
 
Listen to me darling,
Who/ what do you think you are?
What you do behind my back
Only you know this,
Stop giving me excuses
And be at least a little scared of God,
Go and learn how to truly love someone,
All of our moments together were a lie.
Unfaithful, unfaithful, unfaithful, that’s what you turned out to be
Fake love, fake love, fake love is what you gave to me
Unfaithful, unfaithful, unfaithful, that’s what you turned out to be
Fake love, fake love, fake love is what you gave to me
when ever you’re with me,
You get lost in your memories
You sadden me by saying his name,
Your happiness comes from him
I don’t need to say anything now,
You’ve already broken my heart, don’t break it more,
Whether I need you or not,
Give back the significance of out love.
Unfaithful, unfaithful, unfaithful, that’s what you turned out to be
Fake love, fake love, fake love is what you gave to me
Unfaithful, unfaithful, unfaithful, that’s what you turned out to be
Fake love, fake love, fake love is what you gave to me
why did you come into my life?
Why didn’t you stand by me?
You betrayed me,
Girl, give me an answer,
Tell me what my mistake was,
That you’ve given me this punishment,
You’re going to remember me and cry,
You’re going to remember me and cry!!
Unfaithful, unfaithful, unfaithful, that’s what you turned out to be
Fake love, fake love, fake love is what you gave to me
Unfaithful, unfaithful, unfaithful, that’s what you turned out to be
Fake love, fake love, fake love is what you gave to me
Unfaithful, unfaithful, unfaithful, that’s what you turned out to be
Fake love, fake love, fake love is what you gave to me
Unfaithful, unfaithful, unfaithful, that’s what you turned out to be
Fake love, fake love, fake love is what you gave to me
(sigh)



i love stuffs in my life , but i still DONT KNOW :/

noʎ ʍoɥs llı

ill show you myself . i dont need people's opinion , my life . i dont care about what have people got to say , and you dont need to care either . ive been worked out about this and now i have the chance to update my blog . calvin updated his blog already and its all about his frens :P and + the blur guy , RAVI :P hahahaha !and then we went to the night market , and me and calvin like planned to meet up there . so my 1st time meeting my best fren :D yayyyyyy :) but like we wanna go and watch eclipse tomoro , and Wan Jo Yi all wants to come , but i dunnoe if mummy wud let . haiz . i dont know lah . anyways , i gtg wash up the grapes  and keep them in the fridge . mwah mwah !:D:D

p0ƃ..

god, he's great ! i salute those who believe in him so much . and those who doesnt believe him. for a person to trust god as much as his/her life , it takes alot . and to not trust him at all , it takes more . god helps you all the time , whether you realise it or not. and its always for your own good. when you trust him on everything , youre life is just wonderful . and to those who doesnt , you blame everything on him . you ask sumthing frm him , ofcourse you wouldnt get it right away . but you'll get it . either you shud learn hw to earn it or do sumthing to deserve it . you never know what to expect and thats my principal of my life . i dont expect anything to happen , but when it really happens , i thank god .

when you pray and listen to those words of wisdom , think deep down in you . you'll need it sumday . you dont just go to pray for the sake of ppl to see you praying , or for the sake of following your mommy . its for yourself , and you might not notice . all those happy moments you have , you got food to eat , a phone , privacy , family , frens ,and life , you shud always thank god . when youre in sorrow , sadness or whatever , thank god too . for teaching you hw to earn patience , to learn life better , to understand people better . 

what goes around comes around , what you do to sumone , will come back to you sumhw or rather . as i live today , i admit that i do forget god at times , but right now , he's everything to me . and Calvin , padan muka you, your mum followed ! haha :P

mwahhh ! :D

[: ǝlıɯs ǝɯ ǝʞɐɯ n0ʎ

i remember years ago , someone told me i shud take caution when it comes to love , i did . believe me i did :D and now when everyone is talking , i dont care anymore . i cant shut their mouth . but god is watching , and he knows everything .since calvin likes seeing his name here , so here it goes CALVINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ! today is our prayers in wadda gudhwara , so not going school . then going for sewa lah at 1 sumthing . ajak calvin d , hope he comes :P anyways , gtg . mwah!

sǝuoq ʎlǝʌol

a guy doesnt need to be hawt to get into a girls heart. because when theyre hawt you wonder, hw many girls heart have they broken? is he a player? has he made a girl pregnant ? when you see a normal guy walking up the street, you dont think of those stuffs, you might as well be just ignoring him. and when you see an ugly guy , you wonder maybe he has a really really hawt gf who really loves him. the best way to be in a girls heart is to be yourself.that makes it all simple perfect.

as i read the book 'lovely bones' i know that theres heaven that i can watch people frm even after i die. but still , its just a book. you can never know what to expect , so expect for the worst . i dont want this world to end. but if i have lived my life to the fullest then the ending of this world would be my guest. Lovely bones , its all about caring and loving for a person. as hw Susie loved Ray when she lived , she loved him more when she was watching him frm heaven . and i promise i will love you more even after your heart stops beating .

¡ qoqǝƃuods

okay so like spongebob is yellow rightt ? so yellow it is ! went out today with sonia , babloo and sandeep . was nice lah . but got pretty pissed with babloo and sandeep ! they acting like girls pulak ! then called calvin b4 we was going lah , then he said cannot pulak :( then after that calvin bought a maxis sim ! like at LASTT ! then then called him lah . then then was texting lah ! then the fav sentence of his that i liked was I FEEL LIKE WATCHING SPONGEBOB COZ HAPPY :P

mwah man !

ǝɯıʇ

time , its precious .

you can do a mistake in a spilt second and make everything perfect within a minute . but nothing is ever prefect . its either when youre writing , the pen finishes ink . or when youre talking and you get hiccups suddenly . tired of everything not being perfect ! but life lah kan ? i wanna get back ashwitaa as my fren , but i dont think thats even possible now . i got geet as my lookalike sister , but she has her own things to do . i love my mommy . hw much i try to hide frm her stuffs last time , its that hard to keep a secret without her knowing now . i love my sister also ! never thought that we would be like really really close as we are now . and all my frens :D as in kaosi , jasveen , thash , dannersha , marie , baldeep , rangeet , diva , and all those frens of mine that makes my life close to perfect . calvin , is only my best fren and nothing more than that ! school ? i said that its torture right ? well guess what ? i change my mind , its heaven ! all the teachers are in love with me , okay . maybe not all though :p and i have all my frens there !:D love it ! hehe .. i love you god !:D youre amazing ! and and i love my life . althought there's the ups and the downs !:D and yeah , i really really really have to keep my fingers crossed on going out with calvin this saturday ! as in i really wanna go , MOMMY !:D i love my big black nerdy glasses more than anything <3

˙ɹǝɥʇǝƃoʇ ʇı ǝpɐɯ ɹǝʌǝu

together ? whats the meaning of that .? being together with someone you love or just being there with someone,whoever ? i dont know , coz i've never made it together,it was always alone. when i thought i had someone, they just turn out to leave me alone.im not stupid and i wanna live my life fully. WE dont need to be together with someone, we just need ourselves. looking at marriages which turn out with divorce or sumthing , i think i'd rather not be attached. no one wants to die alone , but no one wants to die with a heart which is already broken.

im happy with my family and frens . of course i have crushes and all but come on ! as if its ever gonna work at this age . all girls have got crushes , or maybe not all ! but im one of those who do have crushes ! but i know the consequences . so nvr take it seriously ! i got calvin as my best fren and im thankful for that . he is the best example of hw a best fren shud b . although lotssa people think that we have sumthing and all , guess whatt ? we do have sumthing ! we are best frens !(: school is just a chapter of torture in life . of course its nice with your frens all but but , TORTURE lah weyh ;p

and kelly im sorry bout what i wrote in my blog , its just that ive heard so many things about you and all . so im just knocked up bout thatt .

Picture perfect memories,

Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I cant fight it anymore.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldnt come, but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.
Another shot of whiskey, cant stop looking at the door.
Wishing youd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
Its a quarter after one, Im a little drunk
And I need you now.
Said I wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.
Yes Id rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldnt call but Im a little drunk and I need you now
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.
 
 
yeah,i need you now ;(

 

 

*˙0l0s*

im riding solo :) prove ? i dont need to prove anything to anyone . you shud trust wad i say . i so wanna be the reason for your smiles everyday , and all . butbut when i like talk like this i sound so pathetic .!i dont need anything . im solo :D and and guess whatt , im lovinggg it . i love you harinder :p

˙ ssǝu-ɐlıƃ ʎɯ ` ǝɟıl ʎɯ

i was chatting with calvin , thinking about a topic for ma blogg . and we came up with this . its supposed to be all about my happiness in ma life . i guess the happiest day is when i have everything i want and i gain everything .. but talking bout all this like boring lah rightt ?

i love the 2 weeks holidays , when i went out with rangeet and all . i would neva forget thatt . when i see calvin's face on the webcam , that makes my day . in baldeeps bday, when i got to know that my frens love me . when me and sonia was together the whole day . when i got full credit in my phone . when i get a new book to read . when people listen to what ive got to say. when when i dont get scolding . and when ever im with those people i love ;DD

im lucky i have all that i ever wanted .

gila ? not much . but happy , very much .

˙ǝɯʇsnɾ

LIFE ? gila weii , like like seriously gila . most of the time , i dont know what im doing and whats going on . haiz , now im an alien in school :D im known as CHU CHU . haha , loving school though . but but i do get annoyed with rhino and chan chan . dont care lah .

and at least kelly isnt in my class already . i got my phone rightt ? and now i gotta keep it outside because of my 'dearest' kakak . she in kl dont lah busy body here .

i dont know what to write already , ADIOS ! ;DDDDD

˙ ƃuısol puɐ ƃuıuıɐƃ

gaining and losing. you gain something and you lose something. obviously everyone loves gaining stuffs rather than the opposite. but losing stuffs have got the same affect on your life. like eg. you gain your phone but you lose the person you had a crush on. it gives you a chance to realise that you deserve better.you lose people you loved, but you gain people that you can trust. its just another chapter of life. your life your choices. no one have any rights to tell you hw to live your life.

i've never been happier in my life. i proved that i can study and i got all that i wanted. after half a year of proving im worth it. i finally know that im worth more than any treasure in the world, because i have wonderful people in my life and my life is just so beautiful.

just looking at a child makes me think, hw innocent they are. and how stress relieve is their life. but being a child isnt like being a fully grown girl. at least you can think for yourself, appreciate the people around you, be independent and all that. at times, you hate yourself so much that you could just give away your life, but think, is it worth it? its not. because your life belong to you and you ending your life like that just puts everything away. and its like you should think about those people you love and who loves you.

sometimes, you hate your parents for thinking for you, and treating you like a baby,  but at times you love them for giving you what you want . and for letting you have so many wonderful frens. this all is just the beauty of life. the beauty of going thru all this, the prove that you lead a perfect life. life is like a song, there's the high pitches that you cant reach , and those low pitches which you cant handle.

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry

and curse at the wind.

He broke his own heart and I watched

as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore

that she would never let herself forget.

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

But Darling,

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere

deep in my soul

that love never lasts.

And we've got to find other ways

to make it alone.

Keep a straight face.

And I've always lived like this

keeping a comfortable distance.

And up until now I had sworn to myself

that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,

but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.

I know you're leaving in the morning

when you wake up.

Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.

I'm on my way to believing

And I'm on my way to believing

 

 

the song that brings my heart up !

 

Paramore- The Only Exception .