1996 - 2012

it's gonna be 2012 soon. im gonna be 16. some things have gotta stop, but some things have gotta move on. im moving on from updating my blog all about sunshine. he's gonna always be here. but as he said, what we have is never gonna happen again. this year, alot of things happen. i learnt alot from alot of numerous people. i didnt do quite well for my PMR, and i know i didnt try my hardest. i could have done better. but whats the COULD gonna do now? i cant change anything. i think right now, that works as an eye opener. for me to actually start studying properly. i dont wanna see my parents hurt, i dont wanna be dissapointed of myself again.

2012, new year. people say the worlds gonna end, well, if it does, it does. if it doesnt, it doesnt. life just continues. the world is changing. generations are passing. everything goes on whether we know it or not. somethings in the human minds have gotta change. there should be no more racism, no more crime, no more things that would make this life a very hectic. people should know, the world revolves around humans, we make what we live in. im gonna be 16, and i think im pretty matured for my age. but some people might be thinking vice versa. but really, do i look like i care?

what i was, is someone different. who i was, is someone i dont wanna know anymore. what i am now, im proud. who i am now, im happy :) people still talk, i know. but again, humans nature. it's either caused by jealousy or simple hatred. im not loved by everyone, but im pretty sure im not hated by everyone. there are those people who loves me for who i am now :) but again, there are people who hardly even know me and they hate my guts. why? i dont really know myself.

i miss writing this things. i miss my drawings. i have gotta start again. haha. im not the prettiest nor i am the smartest. im not the most matured, nor i am the most childish. im just a simple girl who wants things to fall into place perfectly. of course, if things fall perfectly, it aint life anymore. but whatever it is, there's always hope for everything.

right now, im loving my life. so very much. wish me luck for 2012. 

im gonna be a better person. that im sure of. 

happy new year :)  

past.

sunshine, i really do miss you. 




i know what i did was wrong but i really do miss you.


looking back at all my blog post and all the pictures i got of you, really brings back memory. as what you say, youre not trash :( 


i love you but im sorry and i miss you. i hope one day ill get you back :( suraj. haih!

stupid people die .

stupid people die .

this is the story where stupid people dies . they die because of their stupidness . i know i had said this when i was angry with something . oh yeah , i was watching something on tv . haha . my blog hasn't really been interesting lately . i feel i have nothing much to talk about . but alot has happened . too many things happened . some good and some bad . but thats part of life kan .? i lost but i gained . its vice versa . there were tears and there were smiles . so many things i wonder about , some things that can never be answered till time comes but still i wanna know . i wanna know , who are my real frens.? will people remember me if something happens.? and so many things la . 

im happy now with the way some things are . but i always expect more . and more it shall be . 

mwaaaaaaaaaah .

haih.

184 DAYS TO GO

haih.

so much to think much?

so so so so so so much much much much to to to to to to to think think think think much much much much? 

YES.!

i got so much to think about. haha. exams, you you you you and exams and you :P 

  
and i know im stupid -.-

:))

you are my sunshine,

my only sunshine,

you make me happy,

when skies are grey.

you never know dear,

how much i love you,

so please dont take my sunshine away ;)

S.T.U.C.K in my H.E.A.D

congratulations!

you just got stuck on my head! 

all that you make me go :

kuku! 

you know who you are if youre reading this. i know i might just simply say things at times, i know i might say really stupid things. i know i might act so blur just to aviod answering you . i know that i answer you stupid things also. i know some things i do isnt right. but yeah im not perfect.ill try ill try ill try to follow your advices. to act more matured. and all. 

:)

i love you.and all that matters is you love me too :)

you shine my life .

i know it's an ugly ugly picture. butbut, you shine my life :) and this picture describes it much.

you're the  sun in my life.

suraj :)

my life starring BATMAN.

i did this for my english essay writing competition :)

15 years ago, i came to this world . as a child, more precisely as a baby. no one knew what to expect of me, no one knew how i was going to look like. no one knew who was going to be my idol. 15 years ago, my doctor was the first person who saw me, he passed me to my mother and with her motherly love, she held me tight to her and close to her heart. and now after 15 years, after all the shouting, scolding and yes, FOOD, she made me who i am today. who am I today, you ask? i'm HARINDER, insane and i'm proud of it. and happy-go-lucky is the best way to be.

i love everything in my life, including myself. i'm not selfish, nor am i self-absorbed. okay, maybe just a little. i love drawing,reading,chatting,facebooking, writing and last but not least, i love BATMAN. yeah i love a lot of things, SO WHAT? i don't get why people seem to hate more things than they love. OH and i also love shopping!

school. it's awesome with friends like BALDEEP, DAHNEERSHA, THASHWEENIA, KAOSHILYAH, JASVEEN and many more. school is a social heaven. everyone knows me, even people i don't know. HAHA. it's not all chocolates and candy though, school has a dark side. there's jealousy,rivalry,fame,pain,hatred,cliques and mouths. LOTS OF MOUTHS ! but as i always say, when life gives you lemons, make orange juice and let the world wonder how you did it.

home. family. they play a big role in my life too. they are the people i love the most. there's my mum, who loves facebook and cityville. then there's my dad, who's obsessed with this VULCAN bike. my brother, i'm so proud of him. in my house, he is like the master of art. and then comes my sister, married with two evil monsters, her kids. my brother in law is an additional in my family, he is super annoying but super nice. 

BATMAN, he certainly plays a role in my life. he is my idol's idol. my idol also known as my best friend. he advices me, scolds me when he's angry but always laughs at my lamest jokes. he is my batman. i've never met him, but i always see him. haha, figure it out!

and thats me, jumping around in the circle of my life starring batman. i know it's not much, but it's something all right. byebye, MISS ME..

i know i know, it's stupid. but i like i like :)

:)

i mean what i say :) trust me. you know who you are.

AMIT

AMIT.

why did you go.? why did god take you? i met you exactly 1 week back and you were my fren. you meant so much. you were awesome and will always be awesome. i miss you already. hw i wish i can bring you back and spend more time with you.i wish you were here now. i wish you were still alive. :( 

i hope you rest in peace. i cant help but wonder what would you have felt in that few minutes of your life. what were you thinking about.? i cant talk to you again, i cant see you again.:(

why you.?!

:( i miss you, amit. :(

harinder's life.

harinder virkh. thats just a girl you know on facebook. you dont know me as much as you think you know me. and i dont know who the you is, but whoever that reads this. im not as easy as you think i am. i realize that recently my blog post havent been making much sense. i dont write as much as i used to. i dont draw as much as i used to. i dont know why. i dont know alot of things nowdays. 

study study study. i dont care if i dont know anything. i dont care about what ppl think, i dont care about all those stupid stuffss. all i know is that i know i need to study this year. 194 days.

so hmmm, you know it and i know it. i sound so stupid now. well, i get angry alot nowdays. not really angry, just very unhappy with things. haha. i chat with alot of people. i have so many frens. but just because i chat with you doesnt mean you already know everything about me, unless we've been chatting like few years ady or sumthing. i love my family, i love my frens. i tell myself that all the time, to remind myself who really matters :) i know i sometimes might be a lil nicer to my frens than my family, but i dont know why la right? i know I DONT KNOW is not a reason. but really i dont know.

:)

harinder virkh 

HAHA.

haha. why do we say that everytime when we're chatting.? sometimes its because that person you're chatting with said something funny. but other times, its because you dont know what else to say. but in my case, most of the time, its because im hyper. haha.

i got this topic from a person that says 'haha' way too much. suraj. i havent blogged in so long, coz i donno what to blog also. everything same nie. on tuesday, went for musha's bday. throwed eggs all on him.

after that we did nothing la. went back home and rangeet all bully me woooooo.! hahah

thats it la. i donno what else to say ady. i got pics to put, but now im not using my lappy. so yeah, and SURAJ thanks for the idea! :)

new year.

new year. i like i like. india was totally awesome. got more then 500 photo's but donno when gonna upload la . hahah .

i so malas wanna upload wan . and daym malas wanna talk about india also . like i go already, and dowanna go again . everthing so dusty!

but i had a wonderfull time . met this canadian kidddd, GAGANDEEP. daym cute, he 11 years old . hahah . but nice laa . i saw almost all thee gudhwara's in nanded . i have to cut down on fb and all . crap laaaa. aduhh . everything crap! hahaha .

HARINDER NEEDS A HAIRCUT.

my hair so long already! like daym longgg . until my waist ady. need to cuttttttt .! summore school started ady! hahahah.

Last but not least , HARINDER IS SO AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.!

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