*oɥʇǝɯ*

went for the birthday party,danced and all.veshvin was the deejay.but after i went back when i was sleeping i had fever,like damm high fever. then now im sick.having flu and cough + headache.i also havent created blog for harpreet,which i told him i'd do.and he is not online also!

went out with kakak.then i bought one tee and one shorts.and also one sandals.nice tau! i found my lookalike!! after that our MG house had no electricity.so mummy took the kids to boy's house,the keys were in the car me and kakak was using. so we had to send the keys.when we went back to jusco,like packedd! so we parked in frnt of jusco there lah.

we obviously didnt know it was going to rain! then when we wanna chiow,so heavy rain.so we bought umbrella,frm ouɐpɹoıƃ! MNG had sales,but they had ntg that dasyat also lahh.ohh yeahh,at the birthday party,i saw this guy with red baju lah, like looking looking at me! turns out, he is engagedd? HAHA!

eight.thats just my number lah.like *ɹǝpuıɹɐɥ* also eight words rightt? then my bithday also 8/8.;p i dunnoe why this suddenly matters to me! but yea,i love you number eight!i dont wanna be attached.coz i got noʎ! haha!

(؛˙ʞsɐ ı llɐ sı ǝɯ ǝʌol

˙noʎ oʇ sƃuolǝq ʇɹɐǝɥ ʎɯ sɐ

˙ɹǝʌǝɹoɟ ʇı ʇuɐʍ ı puɐ

`ǝʌol ɹnoʎ ʇuɐʍ ı

`ǝʌıƃ ı ʇɐɥʇ llɐ ɹoɟ

`noʎ ɯoɹɟ ƃuıɥʇ ǝuo ʇuɐʍ ʎluo ı

˙ʇuɐʍ noʎ ʇɐɥʍ noʎ ǝʌıƃ oʇ ʇsnɾ

`ɐǝs ʇsǝdǝǝp ǝɥʇ ssoɹɔɐ ʞlɐʍ

`uıɐʇunoɯ ʇsǝɥƃıɥ ǝɥʇ qɯılɔ uɐɔ ı ʇnq

˙ǝsuǝs ǝʞɐɯ ʇusǝop ʇı ʍouʞ ı

˙ouɐɔloʌ ɐ uı ƃuıɯɯıʍs ʞɹɐɥs ɐ

`ɐǝs ǝɥʇ uı ƃuıʎlɟ pɹıq ɐ sı ǝʌıƃ ı ʇɐɥʇ llɐ

˙noʎ ɹoɟ sǝɥɔɐ ʇɹɐǝɥ ʎɯ sɐ `ʎɹʇ llıʇs plnoʍ ı ʇnq

`ʇou ɹo ɹǝɥʇǝƃoʇ ǝq ll,ǝʍ ʍouʞ ʇuop ı ʇɥƃnoɥʇlɐ

˙ƃuıɥʇʎɹǝʌǝ ʎɯ`sı noʎ ǝʌıƃ ı ʇɐɥʇ llɐ

 

figure that out!;D

*¡uʍop ǝpısdn*

upside down! my life is up side down frm last year .and im loving it. and another upside down story,i learnt how to write upside down frm ʇǝǝƃuɐɹ!

yesterday,kakak and mummy all went to jiju's house for quite a while. i was just at home, doing ntgg! today,there's a birthday party. guess who's? uncle gian's daughter,Sharon's son. as in Uncle Gian's grandson!

im pretty much bored. geet called me today morning:) yayy!! we talked talked! then she was supposed to call me in the afternoon.but now im in jiju's parents housee.

then,yesterday i felt soooo guitly. i had to go offline without telling any of my frens, like. rangeet and harpreet. SORRY!!

chiow now.

*¡sʎnƃ ʎlı*

you!

okayy, exam results were okay. and i actually had a dream about cristiano ronaldo!

hmm,jaysri have to seriously be thought a lesson. waddup with her talking  bout me to ppl.i know for her im a bitch right. but c'mon, you talking bout me makes you a bigger bitch than i m.

now im online right. and Harpreet came online! YAY! haha. 9.25pm!

watching om shanti om. and yeahh, my english, HIGHEST in the whole form!! haha. cant freaking believe it.

then rangeet story. another bitch is in her life. haiz,how i wished i could help her. now that kelly is outta my class, i feel like she nvr even exist in ma life. which is GOOD!

i dunnoe what to write somemore lahh, but but yeahhh, my hobby for graffitis is back! im like doing soooo many tau! haha;D

mwahh, ily family,frens,and bloggie!

KIDS!!??

OMG, I HATE KIDS!   okay, so like my sister's kids are in my house right? and i realised that i freaking hate kids,they annoy me so freaking much! i only got like 2more days till my school starts and i wanna do,what i wanna do,when i wanna do!

CALVIN, i hate you at times but you're okay at times. like you made me tell your fren that I LIKE HIM? HIM, im sooooo sorry, but Calvin made me do it.

Meri Kahani... wrote it all yday, coz i couldnt sleep. and guess who was i thinking bout when i was writing all that. haha.. you woulnt know.d: im single SINGLE and i dontttttt wanna be withhh anyone.. im happay with myself,and my frens. GET THAT,bitches?

like everyone i know that was single like since forver, have got someone by their side already? amazing! my turn is finished, time for me to screw up, DONEE! haha. consider that complete.

back to my topic KIDS! haha, its like youre on the lappy and they come and disturb everything up, especially when youre on a really nice webpage! ARGH!

then , they cry, you carry them *stop crying*, then you walk around and they are happy , when you sit *start crying AGAIN???* like, WTH, we are not freaking superhumans or sumthing, as i were saying to amarprit AKA sexxay!

enuf of kids! i dunwanna have any kids of my own lah!haha, chiow now!;D

BOOM BOOM BALLS!

BALLLLLL! haha,woke up at 4,to go to the toilet then ended up sitting there for 15 minutes! CIRIT BIRIT. then then woke up again at 9 sumthing, couldnt sleep anymore,coz was too excited i guess! went online, and chat with TWEENCLE ! after that she came to my house,and we were waiting for my mum, and i gave her THE RING! mummy was kinda late, we picked up Kaosi, went to parade and started thinking for reasons to tell Yuves why we were late;p

     saw them gay partners there! hahaha,yuves and daniel. i didnt know daniel, but no harm lah;) he's funny! we bought tickets for KARATE KID! it was at 3 so we went for bowling! kaosi din play coz she had no idea how to play also. 1st round Rangeet won, then 2nd round Yuves won, i LOST of course!

pfffft. i loved bowling lah today! the amount of jokes we made, just cause i started one topic! hahaha,

yuves ill nvr forget PINK BALLS!

thats me and rangeet! my pose means I SHY LAH! hahaha!

MAN! did i have fun! ;)

went back home at bout 6. send kaosi and rangeet called her mum to pick her up.

forgot!, there was a lady sitting behind us at the teater who was laughing like her shit was stuck or sumthing.and we couldnt stop laughing bout it. parade din have like that much people, so no chance wanna cuci mata also. tak best. but but when buying popcorn, saw this punjabi guy, cute tau! hahaha.

rangeet said, POPCORN POPS IN MY STOMACH! and then like WTH , we din even eat lunch, like none of us was hungry or whatever. we camwhore in the toilet, had money ISSUES! laughing to much, and and running away! me,rangeet and kaosi actually ran away frm yuves and daniel. we ended up in the WHY WHY book store, and i was practically dancing when Yuves turned up in frnt of the shop.

argghhh, im gonna miss today. school is gonna start, results gonna be out! OMG OMG!

HOME, bored bored, so BLOG BLOG!

just living my life.

Missing those days in primary school, back when it was all fun and no one talked bout anyone. Back when the teachers were our best fern, back when I had what I had, back when there were less thinking to do!

Now I realize that I’m going to be 14 in a matter of time, and I’m already in Form 2.im not a kiddo anymore, I’m a teenager, living a teenager's life. Now its all everyone gossiping around, no matter if you’re good or not. People just can’t shut their gaps anymore. Now the teachers are like your 2nd mother and your worst enemies, they just mess around in telling you what to do and etc.

I know my mistakes, and I learnt from it and by that, I gained back all my old friends. Its really nice to have them back, but its a lost that I lost my best friend, Ashwitaa to my enemies. Now I know that, trusting someone/anyone doesn’t make any difference. Its you , you , and only yourself to trust .

Study, that all I have to do now, to prove myself once again. And hopefully by that I’m going to get back all that I’ve got. I wouldn’t say that I’ve been through a lot. But I think I have been through a tiny part of life, mistakes. arggh, i really miss those times when I used to be like ' OMG, zac efron is cute! ‘And now it’s like 'OMG, that guy is hawt!’. Ha-ha, have I changed! i lost some people but i gained lots’ people!

Today, I’m writing all these down, more like typing all this down because I was seeking a place to spill it all out! I’m having my examinations and I really hope I’ll be able to pass the exams. Typing down all these here seems so right! I’m saying that there is a tiny chapter in my life , I’m not proud of it but because of those mistakes , I changed and I wouldn’t have been more happier.

I’m not saying that I’m happy with those mistakes, I’m saying that I’m happy with what I got afterwards, it was what I deserved. Of course I did get all those scolding’s and bashing up , but as I said, I deserve it , and I deserve it more than anyone else . Now, I’m closer to my parents, being with my sister like how sisters should be and having not to hide anything from anyone. Having my friends back is awesome, and most of all I get to find me back.

I’m not trying to say that it wasn’t me doing all those mistakes, it was me alright. But a different part of me, a different part of Harinder. It’s really hard to change; now I know that. But I’m making an effort. As I know, people have always got things to say. And I think I had enough of people. There is people coming and telling me ' Harinder, you haven’t changed a bit.' but those people, I wouldn’t call them people, those friends of mine who I really trust tells me ' Harinder, you've changed’.

I stand on what I believe, I believe that people can say whatever they want, but it’s you and the close people around you who should know who you really are. I can say with my head held high now that Kaosi is my best friend. People change. I sure do miss certain people I had. But ...maybe it’s worth missing them.

Those who play a really important role in who I m today are , my mum, dad, sister , brother, Kaosi, Geet, Calvin, Ashwitaa ,Thevin, Suraj, Jasveen , Thashweenia , and so many other. I may not be in contact with some of them anymore. But they sure do have a place in my heart.

I hid all my sorrows in my smile, if you know me well enough, you'll know how much I’m suffering. for that person who i really really miss, I really hope that you're happy where ever you are, and with who ever you are. I’m really sorry that I hurt you, if I did.

Well, took out all those I had inside of me, and its still killing me. I’m trying to forget it, and forget you. Hope this all pays off.

toddles:)