2012, new year. people say the worlds gonna end, well, if it does, it does. if it doesnt, it doesnt. life just continues. the world is changing. generations are passing. everything goes on whether we know it or not. somethings in the human minds have gotta change. there should be no more racism, no more crime, no more things that would make this life a very hectic. people should know, the world revolves around humans, we make what we live in. im gonna be 16, and i think im pretty matured for my age. but some people might be thinking vice versa. but really, do i look like i care?
what i was, is someone different. who i was, is someone i dont wanna know anymore. what i am now, im proud. who i am now, im happy :) people still talk, i know. but again, humans nature. it's either caused by jealousy or simple hatred. im not loved by everyone, but im pretty sure im not hated by everyone. there are those people who loves me for who i am now :) but again, there are people who hardly even know me and they hate my guts. why? i dont really know myself.
i miss writing this things. i miss my drawings. i have gotta start again. haha. im not the prettiest nor i am the smartest. im not the most matured, nor i am the most childish. im just a simple girl who wants things to fall into place perfectly. of course, if things fall perfectly, it aint life anymore. but whatever it is, there's always hope for everything.
right now, im loving my life. so very much. wish me luck for 2012.
im gonna be a better person. that im sure of.
happy new year :)
